•Age 6/7 - I started m********ing and stopped as much when I moved age 12-19.

 

•Age 8/9/?-25 -  I forgot to write my cousin and was not reminded and didn't cuz I was hesitant to ask my mom to get nice stationary, too.  I finally wrote her when I was about 25 after some turmoil in my life.

 

•Age 11 - I said, "Oh no," when my dad came home because I wasn't finished with my homework, still doing it, but he didn't ask why so I could tell him.

 

•Age 19-26 - I flunked college.

 

•Age 21 - We moved and my dad and brother made some painfully loud noises and I don't know why but I got some dull knives and threw them on the floor by them.  I just know I'd been very hurt by my family a lot emotionally etc.  I had experienced some bad things.  I wasn't gonna hurt them, tho.  Still, they were knives.  I have been handcuffed and put in a mental hospital here 3 times for other things and am on medicine my mom makes me take.

 

•Age 21 - I spammed my family and friends but good things because I felt insane lonely with nothing to do.  If I knew to write a blog, I would have.  I wasn't used to watching movies and TV I didn't like much in a way so didn't think of it.

 

•Age 21 - I used store cards my parents didn't want to pay back with my allowance.

 

•Age 23 - I thought someone using socks online and his girlfriend wanted me to call their daughter the N word when they were abusing me, just to make it seem like a friendly word for as she grows older.

 

•Age 26 - I cursed online about hurtful noises someone put in my room (Ellen DeGeneres) and cursed at my dad online for being mean to me and so I wouldn't start cursing at the other person when I lose control and don't care cuz I'm being hurt wrongly.